我不明白
太多不明白
我其实没有那么坚强

一个永远顾前顾后，永远站在安全的圈子里的人
无法了解真正闯出圈子外所得到的领悟
更无法知道拿得起负担、受得起责骂才是真正的学习
如果你永远都不去尝试接受这些道理
那么你永远只是站在现在的岗位上，成功就永远只是站在你遥远的前方。

Happy Snake New Year ^_^

Happy Chinesee New Yearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Huattt ahhhh XDDDD

9-2-2013
Reunion Dinner

Lao Sheng from Sushi King ( Every year my bro and his GF will buy this )

Reunion Dinner wuhuuuuu ( I promised to cook one dish this year, However my family rather go out eat instead of eat my cooking, so I give up < EXCUSES )

Wong's tradition, everyone should wear red while eat Reunion Dinner but this year my bro and his gf ruin this  tradition as they wearing blue couple shirt ( no wonder they keep win in gambling, Snake Year love bluee, green, and black instead of RED)

10/2/2013

Go to Johor Bahru

Eat Mi Jawa while resting at the half-way to JB ( since we are small until now)

Tambah Mi dan Telur ~~~ Always =-=

Then once reach we go 2Jiu House Bai nian

Wowwwww,, got a japan couple come ( my cousin 干父母 ) LOLLLL

and then my bro who learnt Japanese as elective language shown his lousy Japanese, and we laugh at him, because he only dare say one sentence then ... == HAIZ, go back learn again lah thank you hahahahaha

Wowwwww,, then gambling time and RUNNING MAN? everyone watching until kesiaooooo

Forgot to take ootd for that dayy,, i am so pretty~~~ hahaha, nvmm ~

Byeee~ gambling soon xD

BLACK WEEK

During this week, I am so busy until I did not on my laptop for few days
I don't stay in my hostel room for more than 10 hours every day included sleeping time
This week is so tiring and exhausting
For the first few days, I heard many things from others, something that giving pressure on me yet they are not vicious words about people
My brain now is full of various things, I am so afraid that if I din't jot it down, I will forgot it all
But, I really don't want to jot down, I don't want to look at it every day,
I know the fact, the fact that I have to grow maturer
The way that I decide everything and the way that I think to solve problem have to be more prudentially and attentively
The fact that I may unable to spend more time with my dear friends
I cannot describe how huge is the guiltiness in my heart to them
I cried and apologize to them
And they comfort me in return, this made me more guilty to them
It is so nice to meet such good and considering friends like them

Something that really bad happened in that week
A such black week that I ever have
I worry about him,
I worry about everything
The first time that I really collapsed in term of physically or mentally
Is so hard to be happy in front of others when you sad, insanely
Doing things without my soul, LOL, I ruined up all of my classes and studies
What I think is don't ruin up my friend's mood but actually I did
Sorry to them, such a happy week ruined by me
But really thank to all of them that really take care of me
Without you all, I really don't know how I insist until now =)
A slightly move and words from you all really help me a lot
Thank you so muchh,, no other words that can replace beside thank you from me to you all

27-1-2013
I broke a glass table in my house
$@!$@#!!@$#@,,
My legs get hurt, but it is not a big deal!
The big deal is I saw the money fly with the table soul =(
Currently, so headache about money problems, and now I create more burden -0-
Okayyy,, set RM50 for two week allowance ! =D

17th Sing K, Sister's Day ♥

9-01-2013
Having Event Review of CSC camp today
In fact, I cannot response quickly in the review, is too fast for my turn to speak out opinion
Actually I have many opinions and ideas want to share but I have forgotten and no words to speak out when is my turn.. Haha
But this event review taught me many things

This camp really teach me a lot of things,
My view become wider, I don't look something on its one side only like what I did last time, I try to see it from different side and think
Become more  prudential and careful in doing every thing is the main outcome that I gain from this camp
I know many of animals from this camp, many of them look so decent and prudent, but in fact they are mad and insane!!!
No matter what is going on, they can do something that far from my expectation
All insane just like me xD Glad to know these sakaiis

After event review, go to the nearest Music Box to have some fun just like what we decided last December

Preparing to Sing K

In fact, I don't know what is going on that there is a rumour between us

He is just my family Haha

But then, he is a good guy, wish he can study hard and find a AH Moh in American someday xD

The Family of Animal !!!

So grateful that I meet you all sakaisss,, 

Thank for this special and felicitous fate that granted by God

Love you all ♥

17th Community Service Camp is the BEST ♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥

11-01-2013

Why my words suddenly change like this? == Never mind, quite nice ♥ XD

Today is Friday, yeapieeee,, I don't have any annoying class on Friday in this semester

Many people quite envy me on this reason Muahahaha

Since I am free on this day, I hang out with my sisters BeeSan and XiaoFei 

XiaoFei went to fetch BeeSan after her school from YuHua then we depart to BeeSan's house so that she can have a bath and change clothes

LOL, long time never been her house, I think has around 4 or 5 years long

It changed a lot, but the ambience is still the same for me, house feel~

I meet her mummy, still so nice like previous, treat her friends like her daughter, so cuteee ~~

Then, we went to MidValley for CZ12, yahh, I watched before, but it is a nice movie so I don't mind to watch again with them =D

So funny, we order for "Cheese Kok Rice" set in KimGary, I really can't figure why I so desperate for it =-=

I like to eat it LOL ♥♥♥ Yummy, but quite expensive =((( So nice if I know how to cook my own =((

Then, I will everyday cook it and I will become fatter and fatter =-=

After lunch and movie, we went to BeeSan's house again to continue our chatting so that we won't waste our precious day =((( No many chances more for us to gather together onward

The most funniest thing on the day is we played WeChat

You can't imagine how insane we are

They use my phone and search all the contacts in WeChat and the lucky person that they picked is my CSC camp ZuZhang-the Buffalo !

LOL, XiaoFei pretend my voice and chit-chat with him

At first, he doubt about it but "ME" keep scolding him that he don't believe his member

Keep argue argue and argue, at last he surrender and TOTALLY believe that the one who speaking to him is JOLIE

We keep laughing in the cinema, I guess other audience want to throw their shoes to us eagerly

Then after the movie, we can laugh until we can't walk properly because my ZuZhang is totally get cheated by us

Other people looking at us strangely just like we are came from bedlam LOL

"ME" told ZuZhang many things, like : I LOVE You~ I MISS You~~ something like that

LOL,,,,,,,, TOO FUNNY!!!!!!! The response we get from him is he very nervous and don't know how to answer my "love propose" xDDDDDDD

A fun day with them, really miss them a lot ♥

Hope our friendship can be long-lasting and getting closer, 

I love you, Sistas ♥♥♥

You all really take care of me so much, Thank a lot ♥

♥ Mirror in the Toilet =-=

♥ You guys 

with BeeSan sot muii ♥

Objective 2013

I am in INTI right now, ya, you are right, INTI

Haha,, tomorrow I gonna start my last semester for Foundation 

Now my mood is just so so so down as deep as 100000000 kilometers under the sea -0-

Just now i surfed Chuckei's blog

And I found something interesting and I think it is quite meaningful beside useful for someone like me

Take a look :

It just like a normal puzzle and you have to find the words contained in this puzzle

As Chuckei mentioned, the first three words that you found will become the three objectives for you in this year to achieve

By the way, I found BEAUTY, POPULAR, and FRIEND in that puzzle above

And I will set these three as my objectives for this 2013

For BEAUTY, I really hope that I can make my complexion look good, and really cut a hair style that suit me 

For POPULAR, I wish I can join more social activities or clubs then I will become popularrr xD

And I really hope that I can find what I want and become popular in the field that I chosen

For FRIEND, I hope I can find my bosom friend, I don't need many for bosom friend but at least 3? hahaa

And I really hope the relationships between me with every friend I know can be long-lasting and getting better and better

So, Sistas, find me as your SISTER during your wedding in future

And brothers, find me as your BROTHER during your wedding too, I don't mind to be a boy for one day xD

I really lost my way in finding my future

I don't know what is my dream distinctly 

People who same age with me already know what they want in their future or their aspiration 

Some of them even taking part-time jobs while they studying

Some of them already earn bundle of money

And what did I done? 

Nothing if I look back what did I go through

I am not good in any talent like drawing, singing, dancing, or playing any musical instruments

I am not good in any sports even I do know how to play badminton, basketball, or any ball properly

I am not good in looking or having nice body structure that I can get involve in modeling field

I am not good in financial that I can earn some money from investment or market shares

People may say I study well, ya perhaps but it just study

Study well in primary, secondary, or even college do not mean everything

Just for the certificate, but not everyone will employ you just based on the certificate you took, this is a cruel modern society, they need to see what is your talents, soft skills, communication skills, experiences, and what you got that can really make them think you are an asset for their company

That is the reason I struggling to find what I have, what I really talent in, expertise in, I need it to achieve my unknown dream desperately

I always do things half-way and then I will give up on it, or lose interest in it~

Don't have the enthusiastic, ardent, or eager in doing anything, yet I believe someday I will find something that can make me obsess in doing that and complete it...

Wish I can find it quickly and correctly and it will be my dream, target, aim for my life

Sorry if what I wrote has  irritate your feeling or wrong > <

It just what I am thinking right now, and it may change according to my mood sometime LOL

11-12-2012 Short semester break trip

11-12-2012
Finish our last paper for 2nd semester in Foundation
Then, decide to give a surprise to those birthday dudes
The situation is quite messy, simple, but good, haha

Happy Birthday December friends =D

If I am not mistaken, we go to McDonald to have our lunch at there~

Then, we decide to go Sunway Pyramid around 5pm, 

However, we all depart at very late time as we over slept,

Too tire after this few exam days

We went to Uncle Jang to have our dinner at there, it is very nice although it quite spicy

We cannot finish it all as we ordered too much, if it is not that so spicy, I think we can finish it all

And then, what I can remember is we keep "transfer" the left one to the next plate

And wishing each other with giving the person spoon of food, like: 

-I wish you will be taller next year

-I wish you can take 4.0 in next semester

-I wish you can find a handsome boy as boy friend

-I wish you can thinner 

-I wish you can prettier

-Bla Bla Bla all insane wishes, hahaa

After the delicious dinner, we went to Sunway Pyramid and have a movie " Life of Pi".

This movie is nice but scary too,, I admit that I scare the sea more than the tiger very much

Man, I really scare of water, does not matter it is sea, river, or swimming pool

Perhaps this is because I do not know how to swim, even the simplest one- Float

Damn scare of those marine animals like whale, sharks, jellyfish, etc ~ Yuckss T-T

This movie covered many hidden meaning if you watch through it prudentially ~

The main character in this movie is really a brave person, he can still survive after so long suffering and torturing with the tiger

If I am the one who facing that incident, I think I will just jump into the sea and commit suicide like that -0-

Such negative thinking right?

If I have boy friend next time, I must please him to learn swimming so that he can rescue me if I drown and then teach me to swim if got the chance XD

Come on be my personal safety guard XD ♥

Picture Section :

♥ Them so much ♥