BLACK WEEK

During this week, I am so busy until I did not on my laptop for few days
I don't stay in my hostel room for more than 10 hours every day included sleeping time
This week is so tiring and exhausting
For the first few days, I heard many things from others, something that giving pressure on me yet they are not vicious words about people
My brain now is full of various things, I am so afraid that if I din't jot it down, I will forgot it all
But, I really don't want to jot down, I don't want to look at it every day,
I know the fact, the fact that I have to grow maturer
The way that I decide everything and the way that I think to solve problem have to be more prudentially and attentively
The fact that I may unable to spend more time with my dear friends
I cannot describe how huge is the guiltiness in my heart to them
I cried and apologize to them
And they comfort me in return, this made me more guilty to them
It is so nice to meet such good and considering friends like them

Something that really bad happened in that week
A such black week that I ever have
I worry about him,
I worry about everything
The first time that I really collapsed in term of physically or mentally
Is so hard to be happy in front of others when you sad, insanely
Doing things without my soul, LOL, I ruined up all of my classes and studies
What I think is don't ruin up my friend's mood but actually I did
Sorry to them, such a happy week ruined by me
But really thank to all of them that really take care of me
Without you all, I really don't know how I insist until now =)
A slightly move and words from you all really help me a lot
Thank you so muchh,, no other words that can replace beside thank you from me to you all

27-1-2013
I broke a glass table in my house
$@!$@#!!@$#@,,
My legs get hurt, but it is not a big deal!
The big deal is I saw the money fly with the table soul =(
Currently, so headache about money problems, and now I create more burden -0-
Okayyy,, set RM50 for two week allowance ! =D