Yippie Yah Yah

23-10-2012
Lets say about my Wednesday,,
As my friends know, my mood is kinda down this few days,
I din't tell them but they know it because I am the kind of person that cannot hide my emotions,
I write my emotions on my face,, and that is the reason many people say my EQ is low,, 
Haha, I admit it :) I have a long way to go in training my EQ > <
At first, we decided to go Ah Teck their house to cook dinner ourselves,
But I tell them I want to go out so that I can release my stress, and I want "makan angin" 
Then, they bring me out for McDonald, they really sweet, even keep shouting in the car? haha
I look at them at behind seats, suddenly felt that I am stupid enough, I got such considerate and nice friends, Why do I keep making them worry about me? T-T
Then, we have a happy time in McDonald although they keep asking me, what happen to me?
I want to tell them but the matter is a small tiny problem that I think if I tell them, they will show their Troll Face to me,,
Even, I also not very understand why I Emo for so many days for a small matter,
Then, we go back to Ah Teck their house,
Don't know why I am so determined to go to their house >3<
Then, we do MGT assignment and ECO homework for a "short" period,,
Then, until ZhiChing come, we go to a small room and chit chat,, with some "drinks"
Hahaa =)
Have a nice chit chat with them, my mood really become better on that day =)
Then, the next day, Ah Teck cook Mee Sedap for us, haha 
Not bad lahh, the mee got feel hahaha caring feel XD

26-10-2012
My daddy teach me to drive, I quite satisfied with my skills now, not bad if I driving in resident area, but VERY NOT GOOD in reverse, three point turn, and parking
I din't drive to public road before, so I still don't know yet, but I don't dare to hahaa
My por por sitting behind keep say she very scare -_- especially when I reverse
hahaaa so cute xD
Then, when I decided to drive back to home from an unknown Taman that I drive to,, I am lost!!
Yeahh, I lost in Kajang, I can imagine my friend's face if I tell them
I lost for quite some time, even my daddy don't want to tell me the way to home, or he don't know also TT
So scaryyyyy,, I think I won't drive alone even I know how to drive well
Because I really not good in direction T-T
Even in INTI, I can lost, how about on the road>? TT
My por por said : You can drive yourself on the road, but PLEASE call your friend help you in parking T-T

Night time
Having dinner with my family at outside, the Wong- two brothers keep bully me, and say there is not any same topic between me with them T-T
You two want me to play dota and pool with you all? TT
Then, my elder brother say to my second brother : Your sista going birthday soon, don't keep bully her * Evil Smile*
Then, my second brother show O.O!!!! : I totally forgotten !!!! hahahaha
YA, HE LAUGH AND I CRY! hahaha
Then, my brothers tell my por por that I going birthday on next Wednesday,,
My por por said: Don't bluff lah, I remember your birthday is during December,,
I almost stick my head with the table T-T
Then, my family keep laugh on me T-T
Badddddddddd this is not good, hahahahaha TT but they are cute XD as me XD

My skin look so good in this picture hahaaa, because my phone pixel not good lah,, paiseh lahh =((

The Corridor-Halloween Night

Date             : 31 October 2012

Time            : 7pm-12am

Venue          : Gather at Student concourse

Entrance Fee: RM5 per person

I hope I am not scare at that time, haizzz, scare scare T-T

Happy :)

I decided, I have to happy =)
Sad, a day
Happy, a day
So choose to be happy for my day
Don't let my loved ones worry about me
I got my new life, or a new day equal to a new life =)

SMILE =)

:)

I am sleepy

But I don't want to get into the bed so earlier

I want myself can sleep directly when I lay on the bed

I don't want let my brain fresh to thing other things that make me sad

My healthy getting worse,

I know myself, Nausea almost every day,, my skin complexion and every thing getting worse

But I choose this way

Because this and that

Sob, tire until I lazy to post any thing

No energy to face anymore..

Hope some happy things can come in this period :)

Tougher Jolie   =))))))

Miss my long hair -_-

Love in mess again 

Miss the old times

I miss the old times
Some people will and some people won't
Sometimes feel that I am the only one who caring for the old relationships
Lack of the feeling of safety
Do you miss me?
Do you remember our memories?
No, you are not
That is the fact and I know it
No matter how hard I try to maintain these relationships
It still break down

Time flies,,

I smile, but I feel damn bad :)

This is called life 

I hate October, always and always

Too many memories born in October

And too many memories end in this October

Sad :(((

太珍惜这段感情

太想念这段回忆

太可惜这段曾经

Good experience =O

18/10/2012
Having Mathematics Quiz at 3.30 p.m. today but I almost watch OnePiece until I totally neglect it
No that I don't afraid of it or I look down it, is just I cannot endure the temptation XD
Hahaaaa,, however, our quiz changed to 5.30 p.m. only start :))
Luckily I got peep my friend's answers a bit if not I din't realize I did a small mistake that lead to a wrong answer eventually XD
Thank dude =D
Then, having CSC community meeting,, I thought it located at AO meeting room, luckily my senior called me,,
LOL, I really cannot bear to myself, I really a bastard in recognizing place -_-''
Troublesome my surrounding friends to bring me here and there, even though I already studied in INTI for almost 6 months -_-
After meeting, then I went to Uncle Tan to have dinner with ZhiChing
( Note: we saw our Mathematics lecturer! ah ha goodie goodie XD )
We chat something that really release my tension a lot, thank you jiejiee muacks <3 
Then, we went to MPH to practice "Ren Long",,
Obviously, our "Ren Long' skills really improved a lot if compared with previous, hahahaaa
Practice make perfect, that is the word can derived from here =D
Then, we went to help in AUP club Halloween Night preparation,,
I cannot believe I kept frightened by things that done by myself and my friends,,
I want to kill them!! Keep frighten me every moment every second T-T
So scary, I don't know what is my reaction on that day, maybe when a tissue paper fly in front of me, I also shout like killing pig? T-T
Then, after done those SCARY things, we went to MCD to "meeting"
Yaa!! "meeting"
The definition of this "meeting" is at first, we decided to have a meeting about our event, then came with chit chat like kesiaoo gang !
Then, we sit at McDonald and have a supper, chit chat, then drive to Dataran Nilai dance play chat, then drive to another McDonald have breakfast, then after breakfast only back to INTI have a short rest before we continue our class lesson,,
Hahahaaaa, we chat a lot and we know a lot of astonishing and unexpected things!! hahaaaa
Our relationships have been enhanced a lot =D
Hahahahahaaaa, we really like family =D all like brothers sisters, caring to each and other, love ya all =D
Have a really good experience and a hyper nice day with you all =D
By the way, I am very very guilty to my another friends, haizzz, really guilty, and actually
I very miss you all during yesterday night,, your all are very important to me,,
Sincerely, I very love you all =D until I want kesiaooo, so don't always "dert" us, my darlingsss hahahaha babiesss XD
I am too happy, I known so many good brothers and sisters at here =D
Here some crazy pictures at McDonald

Dataran Nilai around 5-6am?

Random edited pictures, just play for fun =D

Buzz.

Recently, busy on studies and assignments
Buzz Buzz Buzz ( like to write some weird words recently -_- )
Random Pictaaa 
Instagram :D
Not purposely want to cover my face with my hair, is just my face is applied with OXY at that time > 3 <

Refrain from building walls -

Allow pessimism, criticism to come in, 

But I will choose to learn from them,

Not react or hide from them.

** Took from Business Management Chapter 2 Slides **

Emo. Sorry.

-16/10/2012 -
Sometimes, you look happy, but you are not,,
I tell myself again and again
Repeated many times
My life is short and unpredictable
Why don't I just forget those bad ones
And live with the good ones
But,, I admit I am not a perfect person
Don't judge that I can do everything well
Don't judge me,,
I really tire with that,,
Every people has his/her past
I had it also, but many think I don't have
I know I have, but I know I forgotten
But sometimes when I face something familiar with the past, I will remember what have I gone through in the past
I scare the feeling of lost,, the feeling of alone
I need the caring of others, I need the love,,
Just care me like I am a baby child
I don't understand why someone that is actually bad, yet having a good fate
This is what they called - Unfair of Society?
I have a good family, and my dear sisters and brothers
I appreciated them so much, and I am so guilty to them
Felt sorry for them that I am such kid
Make them embarrass sometime..
They are okay with it perhaps, but I am not.
Sorry been so noob, sorry been so stupid? Sorry for every thing 
Self-abased covered me,, and I just let it.

Kajang ~~~

13/10/2012
My friends were decided to go Kajang at night
I am struggling whether I want to go or not, because I got a lot of stuffs need to be done,,
But I really miss Kajang :(( my home =((
Finally, I decided I don't follow them
However, my friend called me, and them said they already outside my block waiting for me,,
My emotion change to ( O - O )!!!!! in 3seconds
Then, I tidy up my stuffs spick and span, keep my clothes into my room, change clothess ~~
My brain is just a mess, and I doing my stuffs without my soul ~ Hahahaaaa
Then, I keep nagging to them in the car, and I complaint to my mummy said they kidnapped me, and my mum just laughed on me and was glad what my friends did on me ! WELL DONE? haha =D
Then, we go find ZhiChing before we find a place to eat,,
I am afraid that we cannot reach Kajang safely, as I don't know the way back even though I stayed there for almost 18 years ! oh man, I am really not good in road recognition =(
Eventually, we went to 21st Century to eat after a "journey" as most of the restaurant are closed at that time..
After eating, we went to ZhiChing's house to have a visit, and we watch a Digimon Movie,,
Miss it so much, I decided to watch it during my semester break ! Oh yeahhh ~
Have a great night with them =)
I think I will regret if I din't follow them back to Kajang, but my stuffs are accumulated like a mountain noww ~
Ohhhhh =(( Hope I can finish level off the mountain as soon as possible T^T

Good Dream :)

11/10/2012
- Morning -
Today I had the Best Dream that I never have before,
I dreamt so many handsome boys today,,, hahahaaaaaaa..
Got 1 pair of twins, both of them are looks like foreigner !! :))
Then, got a yellow-haired handsome wearing his spectacle and his braces, he looks so cute, I like him the most although others are handsome too,,
Hahaaaa, he is too cuteee!!!!!1 that I cannot forget his looking now :)))
Maybe this is called " Love at first sight" ?
Hahahahaaaaaa,, I think the era for my dream is in dinosaur era,
Those handsome boys were locked in a cage, because they are aborigine? =-=
I hate the ringing of my clock, why whyy whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :(((
A happy and a sad day :(

- Night -
Having preparation for Eco Test Buzz Buzz Buzz**
Then, we go support our group leader by doing card for him, Hit " Small People", bought supper for him :)
Poor him, a BAD BAD fellow stole his laptop, his final assignment was stolen, So MAD for this, 
Why don't you think for others? Work la ! Thief is not a GOOD thing ! $@#$@!$@
Grab some picture from leader, hope he can be strong and tough !
We will always support you as a family :))) <3




12/10/2012
- Morning -
ECO Test ~ Okayy, Don't feel like talking about this, it is harder than my expectation, not a little BUT a lot !!!
I thought Test 1 is the one can get high marks easier but I am wrong :((
Never  mind, it passed, just hope that all of my fellow friends and me can get very well in that, good luck :')

Take picture with my dear SIS <3 , stresssssss hahahaha =D

- Night -
Went Subang for " Yuen Steamboat"
I din't know " Yuen Steamboat" is the steamboat restaurant that I like the most, LOLLLL
This is my fault, always know how to eat, but don't know what is the shop name and the way haha :D
Arrrghhh, we took some pictures, but I don't have it hahaaa
But never mind, we have the taste of the delicious food wuhuuu :DDD
Then, we went to a nice place to have some fun and REST
EEE~~ cannot say out what is the place, hahahaaaa heheheheheheeeeee,
nice tryy =DD

Love in Mess :)

Red 

Ceremony

Today attended Ceremony for Scholarship Award and Study Reward..

Lets the photos speak :)

Stole from Khin Shen, Kakaaa, but are from my phone lah :))

Lazy to post words, 

Just, I agreed with my family, my friends, and myself..'

I will work harder, my aim is President's list, maybe people think that I am so so so nagging, that I determined to get it, but this list is really so meaningful to me..

What we can prove about us, what we can do to make our parent proud of us at this moment?

Only results and certificate, I used my family money to come here,,, 

The stress, or I can called it as motivation, I am not here to play, 

I am here to learn :))

People, don't under estimate yourself, just do your best, then you can did the best !

=D

Recently, too many jobs roving in my mind, I keep reminding myself these problems are challenge that can upgrade and improve myself ! =(((

Tire, heart, mental, physical 

I need time to adjust myself,

Try to forget something now, Try to adapt to my new life,

I try, and Hope it works :)

O.O

Today nothing special,,
Night time I went to " People Dragon" Training, LOLLL, we are discussing about the English name of 人龙, and we came out of this answer ! hahaaaa
Yeahhh, finally my skills improved, I don't want to scolded by Senior already, quite guilty to whole the team if I keep scolded :((
Then, went to The briefing of AUP Halloween Night for helpers on that night, finally decision is me and ZhiChing will become ******* on that night, ahahahhh ~~~
Stay tune on that night, it still maintain as SECRET now :DDD

My new hair style, looks like not suit me at all but I like it :))

Tomorrow having Scholarship Award and Dean's List Award Ceremony, wish to wear contact lens, BUT I forgot to bring contact lens box come, so forget about it :((((

To : Jolie

Don't Always find Excuses for yourself,, :((

A small matter cannot be solved if you don't determined.

Forget him :)

AUP Gathering Night :)

8/10/2012 ( Monday )

Today, I having English test in the lovely morning,

Honestly, the English test is tougher than my expectation, 

I hope to study more on English, but unfortunately we cannot do anything on it, because English cannot be study at the last minute, right?

You know, then you can do it, You don't know, then you have to depend on your fate, that is the fact :(

It was so harddd :(((( 

Hope our dear lecturer can be more humane to us, and have his "linear marking" hahaaaa, he taught me this today after the test :D

Lets talk about the AUP  Gathering Night,

The "AUP" above already mentioned that this is organized by AUP students and it is more likely for the AUP students to gather together and enhance their relationships between each and other :))

Me and ZhiChing are Foundation students, but we are grateful to attend for it based on friendship with our dear Susan,,

Mannn, she is the president for AUP club, how can we skip from supporting her ! Ahh haaa :D

Hahahaaa, the first thing that I want to mention about the gathering night is the FOOD !

Man, the food is nice ! hahaaaa, I love the curry as it was spicy enough,, suit to our taste ! :DDDD

And, Thank !!! Thankful !!! Really thank you, finally I can have taste on nuggets !!!

Recently, I am struggling for eating nugget, yeahh happy :DDD

Then, we having games, Goshh, 

- Caterpillar games !

We tire our legs together by using nylon rope, it is pain if we not managed to walk together !

Hahaaa, this game is enable to enhance the tacit in a group,

A lot of complain about the painfulness and shouting all around, hahaaa, but is fun !!! LOLLL

- Patting Floor ?

Lolll, I have no ideas about the game name, but it just like patting your hand on the floor, and when you pat twice, the patting direction will change,

This game is to train the agility of our brains and how fast can we react in certain condition,, hahaaa, this game is quite nice, because it is very funny :DDD

I managed to enter into the final game, and win at last, I kinda surprised about the result as I just padding throughout the game without knowing what is going on actually -___-

What is the only thing I know is I scolded the boy sitting besides me, poor him, because I am too nervous in the game, and I shout to him( Chinese handsome boy) : " IS YOUR TURN ! PAT !"

Then, I think he was frightened by me and quite angry, he answered me:" That is not my hand ! "

Then, when I look down, I saw the next turn should be a black and hairy hand, LOLL

Then, I apologize to him, MAN ! that is SHAME !!! # >..< #

Sorry dude, hahaahhaaa

Then, after the games is some musical performances, I am sitting besides the performer, totally intoxicated into it :)))  It was nice :)))

Susan !! Ya ! Susan !!! sing in the gathering night, her voice is just like still roving in my ears, nicee!!! Give 100 marks to you, dude! :DD support !!!! 

Then, the last part is take photo session!! The 2 guys sitting in front of me wish to do AUP alphabets with their hands, but they short of hands, so I "contributed" my hand to completing the U ( I thought), Actually I doing P ( For them -_-)

*In this gathering night, I really enjoy myself so much, I get to know quite many new friends, hahaaaa, I have more impression on The Woody and Shuomen, as they are so so so cute, hahhaaaaa, and naughty too :)))

Thank to all people in the night in giving me such a wonderful night :) *

    This is ZhiChing's number : 17                    +                 This is my number : 4 

= 174 ( Try to figure out what is the meaning of this group of number, bad meaning =[  )

After gathering night, become narcissism ! Ah Haaa =D

A big pimple on my right face :((

Hope it can smaller before my ceremony on Wednesday :((((

Smile :)

When it has passed, it passed..
I have a good starting, but a bad ending,
So, just end it and have a good beginning.
Chills, Jolie :) Yeah !
Smile starting from today :)))
Surrounding will smile too when you smile :)

LOL,, camera having some problems, so use older photos =X

Whats Wrong?

Whats wrong with me recently?
Blur Blurr, I am not I am
Sometimes I don't even know what am I talking about or what am I doing :(((
Sorry for torturing people that besides me
I am stress recently for unknown reasons,, I feel suffer :(((
I am a person that walking, talking, doing things without my soul :(((
- The hardest thing for people to see is THEMSELVES. -

Moon Festival -
I wish I can see and have Lengzai every 5 seconds XD
It fly far far away successfully, but I seen nothing handsome T^T
However, I hope I can get 4.0 for all of following semesters,sincerely :))