你让我明白了很多
我不会生气 反而我很感恩
谢谢你 =）
让我看清了太多 长大了一些

我还是坚持我那一句：
每失去就得到一个学习的机会

失去你了 同时你也失去我了 :)

为了你们 为了他们 加油 :D

也许今年上天要我学习

从家人朋友爱情功业金钱 受到的伤害不少
但是 学习的也不少
所以 哭过了就要坚强
这个世界你不保护自己 谁来保护你
珍惜 你所有的

看过很多 比我们不幸的人
可是不明白为什么有些他们却可以比我们更快乐
也许经历的事情越多 心灵也跟着复杂而去
最基本的纯朴已不在
只能叹息 又何用
坚强你的心志 但那已不是你
问号问号 这个世界就是很多不解
如果有一天你找到了那个答案 就是你看开了 的时刻

不经一事 不长一智

安静多好 不在乎多好

在乎越多受伤越多

别为不该的东西伤心
而为值的的东西开心

加油，爱你自己 :) 也爱爱你的人

我很怕  我想回家  我很想回家

原来那个伤痕依旧存在
只会越来越深
我期待的原来是想象而已。

为什么那么多事情都很像理所当然地发生？

也许 离开和不舍 是生活的必然

不要說，離開以後還會想念；
不要說，分手以後還是朋友。
離開一個地方，風景就不再屬于你；
錯過一個人，那人便與你無關。

-蔡康永哲理語錄

生活只有往前走。

流下泪、流下汗、留下笑  在你每个脚步上。

Keep Moving Babe ~ =)

Hold住 Hold住
加油 JoLie ! :)

心里忐忑不安
我们一起加油 好不好
你要加油哦 我也是  :)
XX成为了我们的难关 也成为了我们的约定 :)

Happy

Recently my life is been blessed now
Full of Love .
From Family. Sisters. Friends. and Beloved One.
Hope it persist and persist.
Don't Stop.
I already tried my best to hold my happiness and I will put more efforts onward.
You too right? To She. Them. We. and He :)
Love You all <3

承诺
说得容易 做得难
一次一次毁灭了希望
一次一次明白了现实 :)

很多事情只能自己收着
就算别人说：说出来吧心里会舒服一点
可是  真的吗？
别人不了解  因为我也不了解

我摸不清我自己的心
就算摸清了又怎样
心很痛
好不容易找到了那种感觉
但是只可以埋伏在心里
身边太多路可走
而我要做抉择
无论我走哪一条路  我都会失去其他的路
而我如果走错了路  我无法再回头
真的是那样吗？ 我对你
那你呢？

我不明白
太多不明白
我其实没有那么坚强

一个永远顾前顾后，永远站在安全的圈子里的人
无法了解真正闯出圈子外所得到的领悟
更无法知道拿得起负担、受得起责骂才是真正的学习
如果你永远都不去尝试接受这些道理
那么你永远只是站在现在的岗位上，成功就永远只是站在你遥远的前方。

Happy Snake New Year ^_^

Happy Chinesee New Yearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Huattt ahhhh XDDDD

9-2-2013
Reunion Dinner

Lao Sheng from Sushi King ( Every year my bro and his GF will buy this )

Reunion Dinner wuhuuuuu ( I promised to cook one dish this year, However my family rather go out eat instead of eat my cooking, so I give up < EXCUSES )

Wong's tradition, everyone should wear red while eat Reunion Dinner but this year my bro and his gf ruin this  tradition as they wearing blue couple shirt ( no wonder they keep win in gambling, Snake Year love bluee, green, and black instead of RED)

10/2/2013

Go to Johor Bahru

Eat Mi Jawa while resting at the half-way to JB ( since we are small until now)

Tambah Mi dan Telur ~~~ Always =-=

Then once reach we go 2Jiu House Bai nian

Wowwwww,, got a japan couple come ( my cousin 干父母 ) LOLLLL

and then my bro who learnt Japanese as elective language shown his lousy Japanese, and we laugh at him, because he only dare say one sentence then ... == HAIZ, go back learn again lah thank you hahahahaha

Wowwwww,, then gambling time and RUNNING MAN? everyone watching until kesiaooooo

Forgot to take ootd for that dayy,, i am so pretty~~~ hahaha, nvmm ~

Byeee~ gambling soon xD

BLACK WEEK

During this week, I am so busy until I did not on my laptop for few days
I don't stay in my hostel room for more than 10 hours every day included sleeping time
This week is so tiring and exhausting
For the first few days, I heard many things from others, something that giving pressure on me yet they are not vicious words about people
My brain now is full of various things, I am so afraid that if I din't jot it down, I will forgot it all
But, I really don't want to jot down, I don't want to look at it every day,
I know the fact, the fact that I have to grow maturer
The way that I decide everything and the way that I think to solve problem have to be more prudentially and attentively
The fact that I may unable to spend more time with my dear friends
I cannot describe how huge is the guiltiness in my heart to them
I cried and apologize to them
And they comfort me in return, this made me more guilty to them
It is so nice to meet such good and considering friends like them

Something that really bad happened in that week
A such black week that I ever have
I worry about him,
I worry about everything
The first time that I really collapsed in term of physically or mentally
Is so hard to be happy in front of others when you sad, insanely
Doing things without my soul, LOL, I ruined up all of my classes and studies
What I think is don't ruin up my friend's mood but actually I did
Sorry to them, such a happy week ruined by me
But really thank to all of them that really take care of me
Without you all, I really don't know how I insist until now =)
A slightly move and words from you all really help me a lot
Thank you so muchh,, no other words that can replace beside thank you from me to you all

27-1-2013
I broke a glass table in my house
$@!$@#!!@$#@,,
My legs get hurt, but it is not a big deal!
The big deal is I saw the money fly with the table soul =(
Currently, so headache about money problems, and now I create more burden -0-
Okayyy,, set RM50 for two week allowance ! =D

17th Sing K, Sister's Day ♥

9-01-2013
Having Event Review of CSC camp today
In fact, I cannot response quickly in the review, is too fast for my turn to speak out opinion
Actually I have many opinions and ideas want to share but I have forgotten and no words to speak out when is my turn.. Haha
But this event review taught me many things

This camp really teach me a lot of things,
My view become wider, I don't look something on its one side only like what I did last time, I try to see it from different side and think
Become more  prudential and careful in doing every thing is the main outcome that I gain from this camp
I know many of animals from this camp, many of them look so decent and prudent, but in fact they are mad and insane!!!
No matter what is going on, they can do something that far from my expectation
All insane just like me xD Glad to know these sakaiis

After event review, go to the nearest Music Box to have some fun just like what we decided last December

Preparing to Sing K

In fact, I don't know what is going on that there is a rumour between us

He is just my family Haha

But then, he is a good guy, wish he can study hard and find a AH Moh in American someday xD

The Family of Animal !!!

So grateful that I meet you all sakaisss,, 

Thank for this special and felicitous fate that granted by God

Love you all ♥

17th Community Service Camp is the BEST ♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥

11-01-2013

Why my words suddenly change like this? == Never mind, quite nice ♥ XD

Today is Friday, yeapieeee,, I don't have any annoying class on Friday in this semester

Many people quite envy me on this reason Muahahaha

Since I am free on this day, I hang out with my sisters BeeSan and XiaoFei 

XiaoFei went to fetch BeeSan after her school from YuHua then we depart to BeeSan's house so that she can have a bath and change clothes

LOL, long time never been her house, I think has around 4 or 5 years long

It changed a lot, but the ambience is still the same for me, house feel~

I meet her mummy, still so nice like previous, treat her friends like her daughter, so cuteee ~~

Then, we went to MidValley for CZ12, yahh, I watched before, but it is a nice movie so I don't mind to watch again with them =D

So funny, we order for "Cheese Kok Rice" set in KimGary, I really can't figure why I so desperate for it =-=

I like to eat it LOL ♥♥♥ Yummy, but quite expensive =((( So nice if I know how to cook my own =((

Then, I will everyday cook it and I will become fatter and fatter =-=

After lunch and movie, we went to BeeSan's house again to continue our chatting so that we won't waste our precious day =((( No many chances more for us to gather together onward

The most funniest thing on the day is we played WeChat

You can't imagine how insane we are

They use my phone and search all the contacts in WeChat and the lucky person that they picked is my CSC camp ZuZhang-the Buffalo !

LOL, XiaoFei pretend my voice and chit-chat with him

At first, he doubt about it but "ME" keep scolding him that he don't believe his member

Keep argue argue and argue, at last he surrender and TOTALLY believe that the one who speaking to him is JOLIE

We keep laughing in the cinema, I guess other audience want to throw their shoes to us eagerly

Then after the movie, we can laugh until we can't walk properly because my ZuZhang is totally get cheated by us

Other people looking at us strangely just like we are came from bedlam LOL

"ME" told ZuZhang many things, like : I LOVE You~ I MISS You~~ something like that

LOL,,,,,,,, TOO FUNNY!!!!!!! The response we get from him is he very nervous and don't know how to answer my "love propose" xDDDDDDD

A fun day with them, really miss them a lot ♥

Hope our friendship can be long-lasting and getting closer, 

I love you, Sistas ♥♥♥

You all really take care of me so much, Thank a lot ♥

♥ Mirror in the Toilet =-=

♥ You guys 

with BeeSan sot muii ♥

Objective 2013

I am in INTI right now, ya, you are right, INTI

Haha,, tomorrow I gonna start my last semester for Foundation 

Now my mood is just so so so down as deep as 100000000 kilometers under the sea -0-

Just now i surfed Chuckei's blog

And I found something interesting and I think it is quite meaningful beside useful for someone like me

Take a look :

It just like a normal puzzle and you have to find the words contained in this puzzle

As Chuckei mentioned, the first three words that you found will become the three objectives for you in this year to achieve

By the way, I found BEAUTY, POPULAR, and FRIEND in that puzzle above

And I will set these three as my objectives for this 2013

For BEAUTY, I really hope that I can make my complexion look good, and really cut a hair style that suit me 

For POPULAR, I wish I can join more social activities or clubs then I will become popularrr xD

And I really hope that I can find what I want and become popular in the field that I chosen

For FRIEND, I hope I can find my bosom friend, I don't need many for bosom friend but at least 3? hahaa

And I really hope the relationships between me with every friend I know can be long-lasting and getting better and better

So, Sistas, find me as your SISTER during your wedding in future

And brothers, find me as your BROTHER during your wedding too, I don't mind to be a boy for one day xD

I really lost my way in finding my future

I don't know what is my dream distinctly 

People who same age with me already know what they want in their future or their aspiration 

Some of them even taking part-time jobs while they studying

Some of them already earn bundle of money

And what did I done? 

Nothing if I look back what did I go through

I am not good in any talent like drawing, singing, dancing, or playing any musical instruments

I am not good in any sports even I do know how to play badminton, basketball, or any ball properly

I am not good in looking or having nice body structure that I can get involve in modeling field

I am not good in financial that I can earn some money from investment or market shares

People may say I study well, ya perhaps but it just study

Study well in primary, secondary, or even college do not mean everything

Just for the certificate, but not everyone will employ you just based on the certificate you took, this is a cruel modern society, they need to see what is your talents, soft skills, communication skills, experiences, and what you got that can really make them think you are an asset for their company

That is the reason I struggling to find what I have, what I really talent in, expertise in, I need it to achieve my unknown dream desperately

I always do things half-way and then I will give up on it, or lose interest in it~

Don't have the enthusiastic, ardent, or eager in doing anything, yet I believe someday I will find something that can make me obsess in doing that and complete it...

Wish I can find it quickly and correctly and it will be my dream, target, aim for my life

Sorry if what I wrote has  irritate your feeling or wrong > <

It just what I am thinking right now, and it may change according to my mood sometime LOL

11-12-2012 Short semester break trip

11-12-2012
Finish our last paper for 2nd semester in Foundation
Then, decide to give a surprise to those birthday dudes
The situation is quite messy, simple, but good, haha

Happy Birthday December friends =D

If I am not mistaken, we go to McDonald to have our lunch at there~

Then, we decide to go Sunway Pyramid around 5pm, 

However, we all depart at very late time as we over slept,

Too tire after this few exam days

We went to Uncle Jang to have our dinner at there, it is very nice although it quite spicy

We cannot finish it all as we ordered too much, if it is not that so spicy, I think we can finish it all

And then, what I can remember is we keep "transfer" the left one to the next plate

And wishing each other with giving the person spoon of food, like: 

-I wish you will be taller next year

-I wish you can take 4.0 in next semester

-I wish you can find a handsome boy as boy friend

-I wish you can thinner 

-I wish you can prettier

-Bla Bla Bla all insane wishes, hahaa

After the delicious dinner, we went to Sunway Pyramid and have a movie " Life of Pi".

This movie is nice but scary too,, I admit that I scare the sea more than the tiger very much

Man, I really scare of water, does not matter it is sea, river, or swimming pool

Perhaps this is because I do not know how to swim, even the simplest one- Float

Damn scare of those marine animals like whale, sharks, jellyfish, etc ~ Yuckss T-T

This movie covered many hidden meaning if you watch through it prudentially ~

The main character in this movie is really a brave person, he can still survive after so long suffering and torturing with the tiger

If I am the one who facing that incident, I think I will just jump into the sea and commit suicide like that -0-

Such negative thinking right?

If I have boy friend next time, I must please him to learn swimming so that he can rescue me if I drown and then teach me to swim if got the chance XD

Come on be my personal safety guard XD ♥

Picture Section :

♥ Them so much ♥

2012 18th Birthday late update

Long time din't blog, try to search back what, where, and when I have been go through in my memories..
Ahhhh,, super regret that I din't update immediately after the things happen, now I forgotten a lot -0-
Such brain only can memorize studies but not memories, how sad..
Try my best to recall back :)

31-10-2012
It is a Halloween Night organized by AUP club,, and I been one of the helper as Samara  :)
Many people told me I not need to make up on the night as I already look alike with it, damn XD

Make up by a JieJie =D Thank

Cute camera guy xD

Captured many photos on the day but unfortunately I can't upload all of it

I screamed for the whole day and of course the insane scratching or mad feedback from the participants also  unescapable -0-

That day is my birthday too, and many of my friends just shout : Happy Birthday, Jolie!!! all around the corner and to all the girl ghost ~

Mann,, it is embarrassing but it was sweet ~ ~ Touched*

So why can your guys recognize wrongly? Just see which acted ghost is the prettiest and that is me! Haha

Thank for the event, I know many new friends although not very close but at least greatly open my's horizon =D

The event after, went to Ah Deck and Siong Xie, that two sakais' house

Honestly, I am tire that day ~ So, what in my mind is just I WANT TO GET INTO SLEEP! Damn it XD

They hide at the back door, and shout : Happy Birthday, Jolie!

And, I just walk pass-by them like nothing happen,

Of course, I din't hear their shouting~

No wonder, I wondering why they showing sour face during the steamboat time

I ask them a stupid question : Your guys are celebrating my birthday....right?

And, they answered me: NO!!!!!!! by showing different expression to me ~

Seriously, on that time, I just Ohhhh ~ So paisehhh,, because I thought it was my misconception -0-

( But in fact, they are celebrating and I really din't notice it at that time, so sorry to them~ haha)

Then, they persist let me wash those plates, and that time some complaint pop out from my mind because I am too tire at that time~

But my mood is good, so I wash ~

And then, Cute Garfield come and ask to wash a plate persistently, I ask whyyy? 

Since I washing half-way, I don't wanna others come and wash the left ones as it will dirty their hands

( for good thought okay XD )

She tell me the plate is hers~ okayy,, I let go haahaa

When I was concentrate in my washing jobs, the light cut-off in a sudden,

And different small muffins with candles on the plate which just now Garfield took came out in front of me

And, of course sweet birthday melody "drift" around the house

Honestly, I was stunned at that time, and my mouth just showing a "O" ~

I don't know what reflect should I give because I am just frightened like that!

I want to cry but I can't because I feel like I am too blessed and blissful? Haha

Thank to you all, I can't think any other words beside Thank You and Sorry to you all

Thank you because for this surprise and you all really appreciate me as a pal

Sorry to you all because the bluntness and blurry of mine on the day

Love you guys, and love the people who wish me for my birthday 

The steamboat that they prepared, and they wait me until they neglect their dinner, thank thank T-T

Them ♥ The Precious to me ♥

Like this picture so muchh hahahaa, but love your guys more ♥

Good idea!! Hahahaaa,, very cute and nice ♥

By the way, I like chocolate more hahaha xD 

But I still like you all more XD 

Baliak XD

♥ Happy Birthday, Miss Jolie

You are officially 18 years old now

So is time to be mature and think rationally for every things

Try to figure out what is your dream

I know now you are walking blankly on the road

But some day you will find out

What you want to be

How you want to be like

And

Who will accompany you

Appreciate what you have, who your are, and all of them ♥

Don't just live like this, you are not young anymore

Try to draw a rainbow in your life, not just look at other's rainbow and envy