Objective 2013

I am in INTI right now, ya, you are right, INTI

Haha,, tomorrow I gonna start my last semester for Foundation 

Now my mood is just so so so down as deep as 100000000 kilometers under the sea -0-

Just now i surfed Chuckei's blog

And I found something interesting and I think it is quite meaningful beside useful for someone like me

Take a look :

It just like a normal puzzle and you have to find the words contained in this puzzle

As Chuckei mentioned, the first three words that you found will become the three objectives for you in this year to achieve

By the way, I found BEAUTY, POPULAR, and FRIEND in that puzzle above

And I will set these three as my objectives for this 2013

For BEAUTY, I really hope that I can make my complexion look good, and really cut a hair style that suit me 

For POPULAR, I wish I can join more social activities or clubs then I will become popularrr xD

And I really hope that I can find what I want and become popular in the field that I chosen

For FRIEND, I hope I can find my bosom friend, I don't need many for bosom friend but at least 3? hahaa

And I really hope the relationships between me with every friend I know can be long-lasting and getting better and better

So, Sistas, find me as your SISTER during your wedding in future

And brothers, find me as your BROTHER during your wedding too, I don't mind to be a boy for one day xD

I really lost my way in finding my future

I don't know what is my dream distinctly 

People who same age with me already know what they want in their future or their aspiration 

Some of them even taking part-time jobs while they studying

Some of them already earn bundle of money

And what did I done? 

Nothing if I look back what did I go through

I am not good in any talent like drawing, singing, dancing, or playing any musical instruments

I am not good in any sports even I do know how to play badminton, basketball, or any ball properly

I am not good in looking or having nice body structure that I can get involve in modeling field

I am not good in financial that I can earn some money from investment or market shares

People may say I study well, ya perhaps but it just study

Study well in primary, secondary, or even college do not mean everything

Just for the certificate, but not everyone will employ you just based on the certificate you took, this is a cruel modern society, they need to see what is your talents, soft skills, communication skills, experiences, and what you got that can really make them think you are an asset for their company

That is the reason I struggling to find what I have, what I really talent in, expertise in, I need it to achieve my unknown dream desperately

I always do things half-way and then I will give up on it, or lose interest in it~

Don't have the enthusiastic, ardent, or eager in doing anything, yet I believe someday I will find something that can make me obsess in doing that and complete it...

Wish I can find it quickly and correctly and it will be my dream, target, aim for my life

Sorry if what I wrote has  irritate your feeling or wrong > <

It just what I am thinking right now, and it may change according to my mood sometime LOL