Why?

I don't know why?
So moody So emo..
If everyone is always been positive thinking included me..
That is so good and so nice..
I am not a good friend not a good person..
I am so sorry..
I can't bear it anymore..
I can't..
If someone hates me
If someone leaves me
I can't...
I felt helpless..
So guilty, I did'nt meant it
I don't wanna to hurt you..and you and many you..
Sorry =(